Lyrics:

On a quest for pain
As the blade cuts deeper
Give it all to me
Hurts so good

Tear my flesh off
Rip it from the bone
I need to feel the pain
Maybe call me insane
Cuz I'm searching for
Physical suffering
Diving deep in radical red blood
While smothered in beautiful blue bruises

On a quest for pain
As the words cut deeper
Give it all to me
Hurts so good

Tear my heart out
Rip it from the bone
I need to feel the pain
Hate me, call me insane
Cuz I'm searching for
Spiritual suffering
Diving deep into my passionate thoughts
Then tearing them all apart

My body has been through agony
And my mind
Has been warped by backstabbery
From family
Heart stabbed deep and my limbs dislocated
Multiple times
Now I live every single day in pain

I'm in constant pain
And it lasts forever
It wont go away
Please go away

I tore myself up
Now I'm ripped apart
I felt too much pain
I'll never be the same
My body is broke
And my feelings are choked
But I've taken the blame
So I cant complain

My body has been through agony
And my mind
Has been warped by backstabbery
From family
Heart stabbed deep and my limbs dislocated
Multiple times
Now I live every single day in pain

I wish it'd go away
Just take it all away
I wish I could get this pain away from me
I wish I could get this pain away from me
I'm sick of living in pain

I'm sick of living in pain
I need to stay away from everybody
You're all tearing me apart
With dark thoughts
My hurt body
Cant take no more
I'M SICK OF LIVING IN PAIN
I'M STUCK LIVING IN PAIN
I'M SICK OF LIVING N'PAYN
I'M STUCK LIVING N'PAYN
YEOOOWWW


* 8-20-2020 *